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Mum was diagnosed 6 years before she died. She didn't get any help at all and in the latter stages we as a family really struggled to keep her quality of life as we...
We had a terrible time. It still distresses me to think about it. My Mum was on medication before she was diagnosed for Type 2 diabetes and for her underactive Thyroid...
Sadly my husband was a vert healthy fit man. Who went into hospital to have a shoulder replacement opp. In 2014 in the early hours ofthe same day the police picked...
My mother, incredibly creative, weird and wonderful, cognitive decline began subtly, forgetting small things and becoming more disoriented. Despite efforts by her GP...
My husband was diagnosed 7 years aged 52. Our lives...
My mum was diagnosed with Alzheimer's and vascular...
My Granda was diagnosed in 2017. However, that's basically where the information/assistance ended until the disease severely progressed. We were not advised what we...
My wife, Eve was diagnosed Approx' 11 years ago. Eve knew something was wrong and kept saying : I think I am loosing it: We went to our G.P. He referred us to an...
There was a lot of confusion and stress before having...
I was slightly confused and of course when u have Dementure
U r disbelieved in most things u say so it becomes difficult to express yourself or when u do people just...
My husband, Bill, was only 53 when I noticed things...
My lovely mum passed away in January 2011 from dementia, it was a dreadful time to see her go downhill over the years from being a capable lady and being to do most...
Mum was diagnosed 6 years before she died. She didn't get any help at all and in the latter stages we as a family really struggled to keep her quality of life as we had hoped for her. Understanding of her needs and basic input was zero from the GP and community nurses. They failed her terribly and at the end I had to plead, scream and fight for essential meds to make her last days comfortable and dignified. Please prioritise dementia in the community and make sure end of life for dementia patients is carefully discussed with families.
Helen
We had a terrible time. It still distresses me to think about it. My Mum was on medication before she was diagnosed for Type 2 diabetes and for her underactive Thyroid and other things.
I am not sure at what stage she was diagnosed with vascular dementia but because she was not remembering to take her medication, the doctor kept prescribing her with higher doses. I live in Surrey and she lived in Lancashire. So it took me a while to understand what was happening and to sort it out with the doctor. Eventually we got a system where carers came to her house to make sure she took her medication and her prescription could be reduced.
I found a private carer to help her and be a friend to her during the day to be sure she dressed properly and ate properly. Mu enjoyed her company and when we (her sons and daughters) visited her we were able to enjoy our time together without worrying. We set up a Power of Attorney in the early stages when she still had capacity and it was reasonably easy because prior to being ill she trusted all of us.
However, my brother decided that what we had set up was not right and without prior discussion and some weeks further down the line when Mums capacity was worse, he took her to the same doctor who decreed that Mum had the capacity to change our arrangement, got her signature and revoked the one for us all (jointly and severally) and got her signature to sign the whole LPA over to him.
By the time we realised, the whole thing was set up and we had to go to the court of appeal. I found that the system of the whole court of appeal was broken. It was unable to protect my vulnerable mother from my brother making decisions for her that were in his best interest and not in my mothers.
This is a very short version of the whole sorry saga.
But our experience was that the social services had no authority, the Court of appeal was so slow and beaurocratic that it even lacked common sense and took to long to help her and the doctor was able to be manipulated and clearly to the rest of us, simply not assessing Mums capacity properly.
Her 3 other son and daughters had no authority to do anything. Mum did not get as good as she could have got as a result and would have been horrified at what was done.
My Mum was a social worker all her working life. She trusted the system to work for vulnerable people.
So I think doctors need a better system to be sure they diagnose appropriately for the whole care system to work properly in the care of elderly people with dementia.
I am not sure at what stage she was diagnosed with vascular dementia but because she was not remembering to take her medication, the doctor kept prescribing her with higher doses. I live in Surrey and she lived in Lancashire. So it took me a while to understand what was happening and to sort it out with the doctor. Eventually we got a system where carers came to her house to make sure she took her medication and her prescription could be reduced.
I found a private carer to help her and be a friend to her during the day to be sure she dressed properly and ate properly. Mu enjoyed her company and when we (her sons and daughters) visited her we were able to enjoy our time together without worrying. We set up a Power of Attorney in the early stages when she still had capacity and it was reasonably easy because prior to being ill she trusted all of us.
However, my brother decided that what we had set up was not right and without prior discussion and some weeks further down the line when Mums capacity was worse, he took her to the same doctor who decreed that Mum had the capacity to change our arrangement, got her signature and revoked the one for us all (jointly and severally) and got her signature to sign the whole LPA over to him.
By the time we realised, the whole thing was set up and we had to go to the court of appeal. I found that the system of the whole court of appeal was broken. It was unable to protect my vulnerable mother from my brother making decisions for her that were in his best interest and not in my mothers.
This is a very short version of the whole sorry saga.
But our experience was that the social services had no authority, the Court of appeal was so slow and beaurocratic that it even lacked common sense and took to long to help her and the doctor was able to be manipulated and clearly to the rest of us, simply not assessing Mums capacity properly.
Her 3 other son and daughters had no authority to do anything. Mum did not get as good as she could have got as a result and would have been horrified at what was done.
My Mum was a social worker all her working life. She trusted the system to work for vulnerable people.
So I think doctors need a better system to be sure they diagnose appropriately for the whole care system to work properly in the care of elderly people with dementia.
Carolyn
Sadly my husband was a vert healthy fit man. Who went into hospital to have a shoulder replacement opp. In 2014 in the early hours ofthe same day the police picked him up with his bag. They contacted me to ask what they should do. He was totally traumatised. This was dreadfull. After sometime it was obvious to me he could not retain much. We had our last holiday abroad in 2015. he happened to say please don't leave me. A very
Strange thing for him To say. He was feeling totally insecure and obviously
Scared. We got back home and had the test carried out at the hospital which
Frank found very humiliating and told me never to take him thier again.
Things got worse from then on he restrained me by the wrists. 1st ever time
He had done anything like this. He was admitted to a mental hospital and
After 3 months in hospital he lost all his communication skills. He was drug
Up with to the hills. He was just like a zombi, tragic. After 2 yes in hospital
Then went into a nursing home, I visited every day to help feed him. He
Did still know me. But if I had the choice I would have given him a pill and sat with him to close his eyes. But I was not able to do this for him.
Dementia is an terrible illness. Sadly love ones have go the same if not worse.They have to find a cure ASAP as more and more people are being diagnosed with this. With all the technology they are using..
Strange thing for him To say. He was feeling totally insecure and obviously
Scared. We got back home and had the test carried out at the hospital which
Frank found very humiliating and told me never to take him thier again.
Things got worse from then on he restrained me by the wrists. 1st ever time
He had done anything like this. He was admitted to a mental hospital and
After 3 months in hospital he lost all his communication skills. He was drug
Up with to the hills. He was just like a zombi, tragic. After 2 yes in hospital
Then went into a nursing home, I visited every day to help feed him. He
Did still know me. But if I had the choice I would have given him a pill and sat with him to close his eyes. But I was not able to do this for him.
Dementia is an terrible illness. Sadly love ones have go the same if not worse.They have to find a cure ASAP as more and more people are being diagnosed with this. With all the technology they are using..
Joyce
My mother, incredibly creative, weird and wonderful, cognitive decline began subtly, forgetting small things and becoming more disoriented. Despite efforts by her GP to secure her a proper diagnosis, initial hospital visits failed to investigate her symptoms.
Suddenly, she was screaming and never sleeping saying she was in pain so I moved in. Over the next few months, we would take her to A&E, but they found nothing wrong. I was completely drained, and I started having my own mental health issues.
The community mental health team came and diagnosed her with Alzheimer's after a brief chat. However, I was left to navigate a complex system on my own. When social workers discovered that she would be self-funded for her care, they pointed out that no care home would accept her in such a state, leaving me overwhelmed and unsure of where to turn for help.
I tried to keep my mother in her much-loved home and hired a live-in carer who quickly left due to the challenging nature of her behaviour. I moved back in and the screaming continued. Finally, a psychiatrist suggested that she needed the support of a Team in a care home. I did find a care home but she was terrified and miserable. After an incident where she put herself and other residents at risk. She spent time in a psychiatric ward, where it was informally acknowledged that she may be on the autistic spectrum, but it was too late for a diagnosis because of her dementia. Eventually, a great care home was found, yet her mental health issues still continue.
Her story highlights the urgent need for a more thorough and compassionate approach to dementia care, ensuring that individuals like her receive the support and dignity they deserve in their later years
Suddenly, she was screaming and never sleeping saying she was in pain so I moved in. Over the next few months, we would take her to A&E, but they found nothing wrong. I was completely drained, and I started having my own mental health issues.
The community mental health team came and diagnosed her with Alzheimer's after a brief chat. However, I was left to navigate a complex system on my own. When social workers discovered that she would be self-funded for her care, they pointed out that no care home would accept her in such a state, leaving me overwhelmed and unsure of where to turn for help.
I tried to keep my mother in her much-loved home and hired a live-in carer who quickly left due to the challenging nature of her behaviour. I moved back in and the screaming continued. Finally, a psychiatrist suggested that she needed the support of a Team in a care home. I did find a care home but she was terrified and miserable. After an incident where she put herself and other residents at risk. She spent time in a psychiatric ward, where it was informally acknowledged that she may be on the autistic spectrum, but it was too late for a diagnosis because of her dementia. Eventually, a great care home was found, yet her mental health issues still continue.
Her story highlights the urgent need for a more thorough and compassionate approach to dementia care, ensuring that individuals like her receive the support and dignity they deserve in their later years
Eli
My husband was diagnosed 7 years aged 52. Our lives changed, but our love for eachother didn't. As he progressed, he kept asking for help and no proffessional really took the time to help. He caused situations to get noticed and was sectioned. Our world broke that day. After, 5 months, he wasn't allowed home and instead he was put into a home. Recently he has had 2 seizures in 4 months and given a prognosis of 12-18 months. My heart breaks everyday, I miss him, he is my world. He doesn't like where he is and gets frustrated with everything. It's very heartbreaking being away from eachother.
Clare Mummery
My mum was diagnosed with Alzheimer's and vascular dementia when she was 78.
It didn't come as a shock as she had symptoms for years and it was only after a fall in her home and a stay in hospital that she eventually got a referral to a memory clinic. After her diagnosis I thought we would get some form of help as she lives on her own with help from myself and my sister.
Life was getting increasingly difficult which was complicated by my mum's alcohol addiction. I spoke to her GP about care but was told non was available. Then one night she drank a full bottle of whiskey and ended up back in hospital. It was only then that social services got involved and arranged in house care which was such a relief.
My mum, as I knew her, has gone but there are still sparks there. Her love of Elvis comes through when she sings along to his songs and she can still point out the place where my late father fished from at the local reservoir.
I feel that everything has been a struggle.
Since her diagnosis her GP hasn't even reviewed her once. If she had been diagnosed earlier then life could have been a lot different as I wouldn't have felt like everything was a fight on her behalf and perhaps she may have started treatment to slow the Alzheimer's, at diagnosis we were told it was pointless.
Having care, however, has enabled me to have a mother - son relationship again, which at her age is more precious than anything. Oh she hasn't had a drink for over 12 months now
It didn't come as a shock as she had symptoms for years and it was only after a fall in her home and a stay in hospital that she eventually got a referral to a memory clinic. After her diagnosis I thought we would get some form of help as she lives on her own with help from myself and my sister.
Life was getting increasingly difficult which was complicated by my mum's alcohol addiction. I spoke to her GP about care but was told non was available. Then one night she drank a full bottle of whiskey and ended up back in hospital. It was only then that social services got involved and arranged in house care which was such a relief.
My mum, as I knew her, has gone but there are still sparks there. Her love of Elvis comes through when she sings along to his songs and she can still point out the place where my late father fished from at the local reservoir.
I feel that everything has been a struggle.
Since her diagnosis her GP hasn't even reviewed her once. If she had been diagnosed earlier then life could have been a lot different as I wouldn't have felt like everything was a fight on her behalf and perhaps she may have started treatment to slow the Alzheimer's, at diagnosis we were told it was pointless.
Having care, however, has enabled me to have a mother - son relationship again, which at her age is more precious than anything. Oh she hasn't had a drink for over 12 months now
Carl
My Granda was diagnosed in 2017. However, that's basically where the information/assistance ended until the disease severely progressed. We were not advised what we were to expect in the future, what was out there to assist him or us as a family. All of our information was from our own research on the internet. When you hear dementia/alzheimers without the correct knowledge you just think memory loss, forgetfulness which is awful in itself but when you read this is a terminal condition, it doesn't fill you with much hope.
Reading the stages online and realising your loved one has progressed to the next stage is heartbreaking. More needs to be done to raise awareness and give families assistance. What medication can be used to help slow down the progression/reduce some of the awful behaviour changes which come wuth this disease. What assistance is out there to help the person diagnosed to get out and socialise or give their loved ones a bit respite.
For my Grandma she became my Granda's carer, but this meant she struggled to socialise as she was unable to leave him during the day to attend afternoon clubs where she used to socialise with friends as we were working so couldn't go and sit with my Granda. As a family we felt unsupported until the very end of his life but still even finally being assigned an adult social worker we still didn't know where to turn or what help was available.
Alzheimers is the cruelest disease in my eyes, as you lose the person you love twice, watching them change from what they were to the shell they become is truly heartbreaking but more needs to be done to aid the person with the diagnosis and their family. More awareness around early signs and early testing leading to an earlier diagnosis is vital. Most people just tie forgetfulness with old age not realising that's not always the case.
My greatest fear now in life is another loved one developing this disease, with cancer there is treatments, with physical disability their are aides to keep you mobile/active, but you still keep the person. With alzheimers it takes everything and all you can do is watch.
Reading the stages online and realising your loved one has progressed to the next stage is heartbreaking. More needs to be done to raise awareness and give families assistance. What medication can be used to help slow down the progression/reduce some of the awful behaviour changes which come wuth this disease. What assistance is out there to help the person diagnosed to get out and socialise or give their loved ones a bit respite.
For my Grandma she became my Granda's carer, but this meant she struggled to socialise as she was unable to leave him during the day to attend afternoon clubs where she used to socialise with friends as we were working so couldn't go and sit with my Granda. As a family we felt unsupported until the very end of his life but still even finally being assigned an adult social worker we still didn't know where to turn or what help was available.
Alzheimers is the cruelest disease in my eyes, as you lose the person you love twice, watching them change from what they were to the shell they become is truly heartbreaking but more needs to be done to aid the person with the diagnosis and their family. More awareness around early signs and early testing leading to an earlier diagnosis is vital. Most people just tie forgetfulness with old age not realising that's not always the case.
My greatest fear now in life is another loved one developing this disease, with cancer there is treatments, with physical disability their are aides to keep you mobile/active, but you still keep the person. With alzheimers it takes everything and all you can do is watch.
Chloe
My wife, Eve was diagnosed Approx' 11 years ago. Eve knew something was wrong and kept saying : I think I am loosing it: We went to our G.P. He referred us to an Alhiemer's specialist where the diagnosis was confirmed. Eve and me coped very well untill lockdown. Eve started to detrioate through this time. Christmas 2022 she became much worse, Confused did not recognise me, family, freinds, her sons and Daughter, later the same year she developed double incontinence. All this time I was her main carerer. In August 2023 she was aditted to a Care Home. I now live alone, life is now very sad. This is a living bereavment. Early diagnosis is so important in order to enjoy what time is left.
John
There was a lot of confusion and stress before having the diagnosis of my mother’s dementia. It was important to know exactly what was wrong with my mum knowing what was causing her personality and behaviour changes and not fully understanding what was happening to someone I deeply loved. The diagnosis was frightening and very upsetting, however it meant I could more forward to putting in place the best methods and options to help support my mum, and to research what I could do personally to help in this journey that we were both experiencing. I attended a carers support group, had a good supportive GP at the time, had my mum attend a day centre with activities to provide stimulation and avoid isolation. It was a difficult stressful time and a extremely emotionally rollercoaster seeing someone you love deteriorate. At times I felt very much alone, with dementia and a lot of people at the time knew nothing about the illness which made it more isolating. What I would like to see is more places for the elderly to attend. The day centre my mother attended has now been closed, this has an impact on making the elderly more isolated. More specialist nurses who have had proper training to deal with dementia, most nurses at the time did not have the proper training on dementia. To provide more knowledge to the general public, helping them to be able to see the signs and seek medical advice promptly instead of leaving there parents to struggle with this condition. Giving them more advice on how to navigate your way round to provide the best care for the person who is suffering sometimes in silence. Having society to see this illness not as shameful event but as a opportunity to grow in strength to become their voice which they have lost, and not to have to fight for resources, this area just added more stress to the situation knowing there was no help for a day off from caring.
Hoping in the future more organisations, family members, will be able to understand the condition and it will become a topic you can comfortably talk about.
Hoping in the future more organisations, family members, will be able to understand the condition and it will become a topic you can comfortably talk about.
Julie
I was slightly confused and of course when u have Dementure
U r disbelieved in most things u say so it becomes difficult to express yourself or when u do people just look at u with blank faces as much as to say “ u have got it and there is nothing we can do about it other than your daily pills which we have no idea if they are doing good or not, but we know each day we r fading away
I just pray they won’t put me in a home with people worse than I am. God Bless u all!
U r disbelieved in most things u say so it becomes difficult to express yourself or when u do people just look at u with blank faces as much as to say “ u have got it and there is nothing we can do about it other than your daily pills which we have no idea if they are doing good or not, but we know each day we r fading away
I just pray they won’t put me in a home with people worse than I am. God Bless u all!
Martin
My husband, Bill, was only 53 when I noticed things weren’t right and this was in early 2013. He was anxious and afraid of what was happening to him but couldn’t explain how he felt. I went to the GP first without his knowledge to try and explain his behaviour and to ask the GP to make him an appointment. The GP didn’t agree to my request at first but then asked Bill to go to the surgery. The GP wasn’t sure what was happening to Bill but said he would refer him to the Neurology department but there would be a long waiting list. I decided to make a private appointment for Bill to be seen earlier as it was having a huge impact on our lives. We got the appointment later in 2013 but not a proper diagnosis. We then saw a neurologist through the NHS who was amazing and arranged for a brain scan and eeg plus other tests. Bill was finally diagnosed in 2014 with early onset dementia/probable Alzheimer’s. We went through the whole devastating process and sadly Bill passed away in January 2023, aged 63.
I hope GPs are now more aware of the impact of dementia and I hope the waiting time for a diagnosis is now a lot less.
I hope GPs are now more aware of the impact of dementia and I hope the waiting time for a diagnosis is now a lot less.
Joanne
My lovely mum passed away in January 2011 from dementia, it was a dreadful time to see her go downhill over the years from being a capable lady and being to do most things for herself to not being able to do much at all, we as a family tried to look after her at home but eventually she went into care, but kept having falls and wondering around not knowing where she was, so the decision was made for her to go into residential care,where she stayed until she passed away in 2011, There were challenges that we had to overcome and she was well cared for, but towards the end of her life she didn’t know who any of us were. I would like to see the government act and make changes to help people like my lovely mum who are suffering from dementia.
Jane
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